everything just hurts because castiel killed thousands of angels and this one angel he wanted to save so that maybe, just maybe he can feel a little less guilty about what he’d done in heaven and in the end kills samandriel but he won’t really know why or know that he was under control
i hope that when castiel stabs naomi in the chest, he says, “this is for samandriel.”
and then when he twists it and her grace lights up, “this is for me.”
when did he turn into anastasia?
WHEN A MAJORITY OF HIS FAMILY DIED AND HE LOST PART OF HIS MEMORY